Every year, as the days approaching my birthday grow shorter, I go through this self absorbed introspection of my entire life. The hope is that it’s never pointless. That I can come to a better understanding of who I am and what has made me the person that I am and there is also the hope that I can point out some mistakes that I don’t want to make again. The end goal accepting that life is a beautiful thing that shouldn’t be wasted and every moment has an impact and it’s up to me in the end, how things will impact my life and view of the world. Sometimes that means facing some daemons along with beautiful moments in the past. This year, thus far, it’s been about realizing what bits and pieces of me are directly influenced and shaped by family and friends that have come and gone throughout my life thus far. This introspection won’t be finished until I am smashed and enjoying the actual birthday at the end of the month. Until then, you might be seeing more than one Song of the Day. You might get information about where those songs fit into the soundtrack of my life. Then again, you might not. I’ll always know and always remember when I hear the music.

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